HA Ha LMFao

So I just got back from getting a referral.....for leaving class 30 seconds....early.. DUMB ASS!! GOD FUCKING DAMMIT!! Oh well.. this sucks.. so I'm listening to Fallbrooke in 3rd period computers.. nice.. I'm just now starting to realize about what they say about when you get older time goes by faster is true.. =[ so I'm sitting on the sidelines this whole time and realizing that the past 2 years were wasted.. I'm only going to get this time once I need to have fun while i can.. I need to have fun before I have to start worrying about money and all that shit.. I'm looking at all my friends and same things happening to them they just haven't realized it yet.. I'm 15 and I haven't actually been to a real party that has people i don't even know in it yet.. I need to get my ass out there... this is it.. I'm going to start a band. I'm going to get a girlfriend. I'm going to be somebody. I'm going to have fun. I'm going to make mistakes. I don't care. xD . Like everyone says Life is too short to think about the consequences! GOD HELP ME. I'M GOING TO PARTY OR FUCKING DIE TRYING!!

Her

Ohk so it's Thursday April 26 2009 at 8:11 AM and I'm at James. W. Mitchell High School. xD
So that one girl I've been talking about for the past few weeks.. I've been getting closer to her.. We're becoming more friends and I just gave her a surprise xD I can't tell yew because I don't want her to read this be all like OMG yew like me. so ya.. For some odd reason when I'm around her everything feels right and I just can't get over the feeling I get everytime I see her and I hear her voice.. Whenever I hold her it feels like forever and that my world is falling apart cause I know I can't be wih her, but at the same time everything falls into place like it's right.. it just feels right..



I'm very bored and I still haven't done my homework.. I'll just copy off my friend before class..
Ya well school will start soon so..
PEACe

Simplicity =)

Ohk ... spring break a great time for me

I feel like I actually found out more about 

who I am..

It feels like I had this facade on that I ripped off

I'm tired of trying to be someone else

I'm done =)

Cliques or trends will no longer control me 

I'm gunna be who I  wanna be..

Ohk so off that topic and onto another

of course it music...my music

I've started writing a song thats called

"Yew Break Hearts Like It's Your Job"

It's pretty much about the usual

heartbreak...duh!

which leads me to

another song I'm working on...(since 7th grade)

is called "Heartbreak in Hampton"

which is about a guy that leaves home to

go to Hampton, Virginia for a better opportunities

He leaves his girlfriend back home but meets another girl in hampton

he knows he cant be with her

ouch that sucks well school 

should start soon so bye

 PEACe

YESH!!!!

Ohk this week has been on and off good and bad for me.. so Battle of the Bands didn't go so well for me on Tuesday.. Oh well.. I met this really cool girl in my 4th period gym class =).. Her name is Lexie and she is so gorgeous and I enjoy talking to her, she has a really good personality.. well another good thing was that the Talent Show was fucking amazing.. I got up on stage and they loved it xD.. I got the crowd to clap and everything.. I'm so proud of myself.. It was the biggest crowd I have played for yet.. About..........400 people.. I didn't win but I still had a great time.. I know probably most of yew guys are thinking wow what a dork but whatever makes yew happy xD.. Well till next time!

Is it mee...

...or is life getting weirder.. Ohk so I just broke up with my ex-girlfriend a couple days ago.. Now this girl that I haven't liked since the beginning of second quarter is seeming to become more and more attractive to me.. There's another problem.. A girl in my 5th period likes me and I think she's cute and all but I like this other girl.. I don't think this other girl likes me back but...maybe..


Ohk another thing that is getting weirder is my parental situation.. My grades need to go up badly and I'm trying everything in my power to get them up but for some reason they won't go up.. If I don't get them up then My mom will get the courts involved and make me move to Orlando.. I've already told her that if see makes me move over there she will practically kill me.. I WILL run away, I WILL give-up in school, I WILL deny her being my mother because what she doesn't know is that my whole entire life is over here.. My friends, my memories, my everything is over here.. She probably wouldn't even care if I committed suicide if I moved over there.. As long as she can rub it in my dad's face that she got me to live with her she would be content....even if my body is rotting six feet under..


To push on a happier note.. My newest three songs "Love is a Lie With a Purpose", "Stars Seem a Whole Lot Darker Tonight", and "Queen of Hearts" are amazing.. LisLWaP probably has to be the best song I have written yet.. SSaWLDT is probably my deepest song I have ever written.. And Queen of Hearts has to be most rebellious song I've ever written.. I still Have to record "No Time for Tacos" and "This is Our Song" before I get to record any of the other three.. I really think my music career will lift off soon.. I have to go back to class so



PEACe

New Songs "LisLWaP" and "SSaWLDWH"

Ohk so I wrote two new songs.. One is called "Love is a Lie With a Purpose" and the other one is called "Stars Seem a Whole Lot Darker Without Her".. "LiaLWaP" (Love is a Lie With a Purpose) is about this one girl that pretends she likes this guy.. Then the guy walks in on her making out with another guy.. Then it talks about her trying to explain.. After that it shows how she says "walk out that door and you'll never see me again".. The guy being the badass he is walks out and slams the door.. It's a really "In your face" type of song.. If yew must label it then it's probably a mix between Taking Back Sunday and Hit the Lights..


"SSaWLDWH" ( Stars Seem a Whole Lot Darker Without Her) has a interesting story behind it.. SO here we are taking FCAT's and I finished early so i decided to start writing a song in the testing book.. During break I asked the Proctor if she could wright it on a piece of paper for me since I wasn't aloud to have scrap paper.. She said "no" because since I wrote it in the book it was considered testing material and would be illegal and would be considered cheating.. So during the next session I wrote it on the desk and just wrote it on paper after the test..


Anywho "SSaWLDW" is about a guy that decides to go out to party on a Saturday.. Harmless right?? Ohk so he meets this girl when he was completely wasted and they talked, made out, made love, whatever.. buuut he wakes up the next morning and it sings about how he tries to remember her name but he can't.. It doesn't mention it in the song but by the second verse yew can tell that they meet up again somehow.. After that it talks about how he'll never be the same without her in his life.. It's just a basic love song but the words and meanings are so much more.. Like for example I get really deep when I mention in the first verse "He can't quite remember the taste of her lips but the feelings he felt he'll never forget".. I don't want to get into to much detail with the lyrics because I haven't copy wrote the song yet but trust me it's a good songs =][=


School will start soon so

PEACe

In Conclusion...

The reason Lexie wanted me to wear my SKSK shirt was because she was wearing the same shirt too.... HOORAY FOR UNIFORMITY!!!!! Ohk I'm done.. So Battle of the Bands is coming up on March 31st.. Me and Theo are doing 4 of my songs..  Even though me and Theo aren't in  a band together for some reason I just didn't ask Jordan.. Well anywho the songs we're doing are (in order) "Leave Me Breathless", "No Time For Tacos", "This is Our Song", and " Love is a Lie With a Purpose"..  All of them are fun songs to listen to and are even better playing.. WellI just got done eating Thin Mint Cookies   and sucking down Kool-Aid Jammers 10 Cherry Edition ;D..   Ohk I really need toget some of math homework done so I don't FAIL.......

Is It weird that every time I think of magical rainbow unicorns I think of Steven?     xD