...or is life getting weirder.. Ohk so I just broke up with my ex-girlfriend a couple days ago.. Now this girl that I haven't liked since the beginning of second quarter is seeming to become more and more attractive to me.. There's another problem.. A girl in my 5th period likes me and I think she's cute and all but I like this other girl.. I don't think this other girl likes me back but...maybe..
Ohk another thing that is getting weirder is my parental situation.. My grades need to go up badly and I'm trying everything in my power to get them up but for some reason they won't go up.. If I don't get them up then My mom will get the courts involved and make me move to Orlando.. I've already told her that if see makes me move over there she will practically kill me.. I WILL run away, I WILL give-up in school, I WILL deny her being my mother because what she doesn't know is that my whole entire life is over here.. My friends, my memories, my everything is over here.. She probably wouldn't even care if I committed suicide if I moved over there.. As long as she can rub it in my dad's face that she got me to live with her she would be content....even if my body is rotting six feet under..
To push on a happier note.. My newest three songs "Love is a Lie With a Purpose", "Stars Seem a Whole Lot Darker Tonight", and "Queen of Hearts" are amazing.. LisLWaP probably has to be the best song I have written yet.. SSaWLDT is probably my deepest song I have ever written.. And Queen of Hearts has to be most rebellious song I've ever written.. I still Have to record "No Time for Tacos" and "This is Our Song" before I get to record any of the other three.. I really think my music career will lift off soon.. I have to go back to class so
PEACe
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Monday, March 16, 2009
New Songs "LisLWaP" and "SSaWLDWH"
Ohk so I wrote two new songs.. One is called "Love is a Lie With a Purpose" and the other one is called "Stars Seem a Whole Lot Darker Without Her".. "LiaLWaP" (Love is a Lie With a Purpose) is about this one girl that pretends she likes this guy.. Then the guy walks in on her making out with another guy.. Then it talks about her trying to explain.. After that it shows how she says "walk out that door and you'll never see me again".. The guy being the badass he is walks out and slams the door.. It's a really "In your face" type of song.. If yew must label it then it's probably a mix between Taking Back Sunday and Hit the Lights..
"SSaWLDWH" ( Stars Seem a Whole Lot Darker Without Her) has a interesting story behind it.. SO here we are taking FCAT's and I finished early so i decided to start writing a song in the testing book.. During break I asked the Proctor if she could wright it on a piece of paper for me since I wasn't aloud to have scrap paper.. She said "no" because since I wrote it in the book it was considered testing material and would be illegal and would be considered cheating.. So during the next session I wrote it on the desk and just wrote it on paper after the test..
Anywho "SSaWLDW" is about a guy that decides to go out to party on a Saturday.. Harmless right?? Ohk so he meets this girl when he was completely wasted and they talked, made out, made love, whatever.. buuut he wakes up the next morning and it sings about how he tries to remember her name but he can't.. It doesn't mention it in the song but by the second verse yew can tell that they meet up again somehow.. After that it talks about how he'll never be the same without her in his life.. It's just a basic love song but the words and meanings are so much more.. Like for example I get really deep when I mention in the first verse "He can't quite remember the taste of her lips but the feelings he felt he'll never forget".. I don't want to get into to much detail with the lyrics because I haven't copy wrote the song yet but trust me it's a good songs =][=
School will start soon so
PEACe
"SSaWLDWH" ( Stars Seem a Whole Lot Darker Without Her) has a interesting story behind it.. SO here we are taking FCAT's and I finished early so i decided to start writing a song in the testing book.. During break I asked the Proctor if she could wright it on a piece of paper for me since I wasn't aloud to have scrap paper.. She said "no" because since I wrote it in the book it was considered testing material and would be illegal and would be considered cheating.. So during the next session I wrote it on the desk and just wrote it on paper after the test..
Anywho "SSaWLDW" is about a guy that decides to go out to party on a Saturday.. Harmless right?? Ohk so he meets this girl when he was completely wasted and they talked, made out, made love, whatever.. buuut he wakes up the next morning and it sings about how he tries to remember her name but he can't.. It doesn't mention it in the song but by the second verse yew can tell that they meet up again somehow.. After that it talks about how he'll never be the same without her in his life.. It's just a basic love song but the words and meanings are so much more.. Like for example I get really deep when I mention in the first verse "He can't quite remember the taste of her lips but the feelings he felt he'll never forget".. I don't want to get into to much detail with the lyrics because I haven't copy wrote the song yet but trust me it's a good songs =][=
School will start soon so
PEACe
Thursday, March 12, 2009
In Conclusion...
The reason Lexie wanted me to wear my SKSK shirt was because she was wearing the same shirt too.... HOORAY FOR UNIFORMITY!!!!! Ohk I'm done.. So Battle of the Bands is coming up on March 31st.. Me and Theo are doing 4 of my songs.. Even though me and Theo aren't in a band together for some reason I just didn't ask Jordan.. Well anywho the songs we're doing are (in order) "Leave Me Breathless", "No Time For Tacos", "This is Our Song", and " Love is a Lie With a Purpose".. All of them are fun songs to listen to and are even better playing.. WellI just got done eating Thin Mint Cookies and sucking down Kool-Aid Jammers 10 Cherry Edition ;D.. Ohk I really need toget some of math homework done so I don't FAIL.......
Is It weird that every time I think of magical rainbow unicorns I think of Steven? xD
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
FCAT Songwriting
so we're on the second day of FCAT's and for some reason Lexie told me to wear my SKSK shirt.. Idunno why but the way she was using exclamation points it sounded kinda.......Idunno.. Ohk so I'm gunna tell yew a story, an adventure, a........saga, Ohk so we we're testing in FCAT and I finished early so I started writing a song in the FCAT book, not the answer book, the book with the questions.. So during our 10 minute stretch break I asked the teacher if she could write it down on a piece f paper for me (cause your not aloud scratch paper).. She said "No I can't because since it's in the book copying would be illegal, considered cheating, and will invalidate your test.".............. seriously...Ohk so what I did was I wrote it down on the desk.........with pencil.......?... Ohk, then I pulled out a pice of paper from my handy dandy notebook after the test and copied it on the paper.. Ya........ then I erased it off the desk..... So that's my amazing story ☮ <3 [=
Monday, March 9, 2009
Well Now....
I haven't posted a blog in a long time.. Well here now I'm posting one.. An update of my life.. Well I have bad grades and really bad grades.. My mom is trying to get me to move over there to Orlando.. If I don't agree with her then she is going to get the courts involved.. My whole entire life is over here If it wasn't for my grades I would be having a perfect life.. I just got a new girlfriend and she is one of the most amazing girls ever =), I'm gaining a lot of friends like Theo, Steven, Ian, Skylar, Mersa, Kristen, and a lot of other cool people.. I just got my permit and we just got a new truck which will be mine when I turn 16.. Well if I can get my mom off my back then my life would be nearly perfect.. I wrote a new song called "Love is a Lie With a Purpose".. And my music life is getting really good..
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